people wHO SmiLE AT YO U WHEN U MAKE EYE CONTACT WI HT THEM ARE MY FAVORITE KIND OF PEOPLE
I like self harm/eating disorder fics the most because I can relate. If these stories trigger you I suggest you don’t read them, and if you suffer from self harm yourself, please talk so someone (:
Harry’s never really come to terms with what goes on in his house when his mother isn’t home, has never admitted even to himself that this, this thing that’s happening to him, is real. Nearly nine years of sexual and physical abuse and he’s still trying to learn to grunt and bear it. He finds ways of coping, whether it be slicing his wrists or throwing up his dinner just because he needs control of something. And on the outside he’s a smiling, cheeky sixteen-year-old, but on the inside he’s broken, damaged goods with no hope of ever being truly happy.
The only one Louis can bring himself to open up to is Harry. It’s a pity that that proves to be a mistake.
Louis Tomlinson. 18. He’s got a pierced lip and gauges in his ears, and firm black lines drawn onto his eyelids. He’s taped a razor edge onto the wall behind his bed frame. Harry Styles. 17 . He likes to draw Louis just to see him smile. And you can’t forget Niall, adorable and hilarious and hungry, blind to the lovesick antics of Zayn, striving bad boy who just wants to smoke, and sensible yet silly Liam, who’s trying to both stop and help this matchmaking mess while holding his own.
Then there’s always some drama, because what’s school and a teenage life without some of that unnecessary shit?
Louis is not all right.
He’s fucked up, a psycho, a mind fuck-or that’s what people call him. Let’s just put it this way, his second year sucks. College just sucks. And he was in need for a hero. But this isn’t some fairytale. Life is not some movie where you lose your slipper and your prince returns it to you and you fall in love and all that other bullshit. It’s a cruel, harsh world out there with monsters and demons who constantly rip and tear you apart.
And then he meets Harry. And he thinks maybe he can have a fairytale, but his very own fairytale.
"Everyone has a way to take their pain away. And like, I figured out that you’re mine."
Harry’s madly in love with his best friend. But Louis is taken by his stupidly perfect girlfriend, Eleanor. And Harry just can’t take it anymore.
int: what is your secret talent?
#i know for a fact that he does that to make harry#laugh#when he tried everything else#cuddles#hugs#spooning#a cuppa#everything#telling him how great he is#that he goes#oiiii h#look what i can do#and he does this in front of their#bathroom door#harry#on bed scrolling#trough twitter#and he says#you’re such an idiot lou#and he smiles#and then louis jumps on bed#screaminig#yeeeeeeey#and saying while harry’s hiding his face in the#pillow#IS THAT A DIMPLE#ARE YOU SMILING#YOU ARE#YYEEEEES#(then bruce is on the bed too) (legohousedea)